the ever elusive "full nights rest before travel"...
i move out of california tomorrow morning at 8 o'clock. as per usual, it's after midnight and i can't sleep. this always happens. without fail, the night before i set off on an adventure, no matter how tired i am, i can't sleep. i suppose if i were asleep right now i'd be worried. well... no. i'd be asleep. but somwhere in my brain the worry would be. sitting. politely waiting for me to wake up and then it would suddenly spring to life and fill my mind with doubts. "did i sleep the whole night? what does that mean? this does not bode well. clearly if i were supposed to be running of on yet another journey my body would have been too hopped up on excitement to actually rest. this must mean i don't really want to go! screw you non-fun adventure! ha ha haaaa!"...
what the hell am i talking about?
what the hell am i talking about?