Feb 17, 2024 22:33
Have you missed me? It's almost like a time capsule box, has it been eighteen years already? Has my tone changed? I'm sure it has. What else has changed? I am indeed an inhouse counsel, working in a bank. But I'm not wearing pearls. I still feel nauseous at the thought of being married (tied down to another human being, no.. I dreamt yesterday that I was supposed to marry some guy and in my dream, I said I would break the engagement), I still love myself the most. But I don't think about my finances so much anymore. I don't read much anymore either. I don't spend much time with my Japanese textbook friends anymore. We drifted apart.
There are wars in this world. That makes me sad.
Half my life statistically has passed. It's the mid of summer now. The long stable summer. My season.