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I have had so many mood swings this past week I think I have gotten myself nauseous. I'm a fucking flagpole I've had so many mood swings. I'm not having my period and I am not pregnant so I don’t really have an excuse. Being in my apartment for a week straight really fucked me over. I went lil' bit crazy. AH! I have so much to do today. I'm going home to do my mounds of laundry right now. I have a midterm on Monday and a big paper due in two weeks. Hopefully, I will get a big chunk of my paper done and study my life away for my test. It will be easy but I am going to be a good little boy and study. I really don't want to go home because that involves about two hours of absolute HELL but I'd rather save the $10 that I would have to pay to do my laundry. I lost my IPOD. I think somebody stole it at the party we had on Sunday. I am not too happy. It does give me an excuse to get the new color IPOD because it is way too pretty however, I DON'T have any money (which might be a small issue). Whoever took my IPOD your dead to me!
Last night wasn't really bad but it wasn't too good. I just got into a foul mood (as usual - I HATE THAT, why can't Todd be in a good mood?) due to reasons I don't care to get into. Melody was supposed to come over and play but I was a poop. I think I am going to have a party/little get together/ I don't know what you want to call it tonight. Either that, or just get very drunk and do various kinds of pretty drugs and just look GORGEOUS. heh. I have been watching WAY too much ABFAB (you can never watch too much by the way). So yea, come over and play. I want to have a dress-up party or something. OOOoo a PHOTO SHOOT party! Ugh amazing, yes I think that is it.
I'm going to NYC next weekend. I'll probably see Michael, which is a good thing. I wish he lived in Boston or I lived in NYC because I feel like things could work out. Anyways, I am excited to see him and NYC.
I got new body wash. It's Kiehl's "Chinese Flowers". It smells so good. It's out of control. I was using the Mango stuff but I wasn't really feeling it.
I’m looking for a new job again. I always say that and just stick with my old job. I really hope I follow through with that. I applied to Saks, Neimans, Riccardi, FCUK (ew), A/X (ew), Diesel (at the beginning of Newbury), Marc Jacobs, and Levis. I don't really think I will get hired anywhere because I have no retail experience. I really don't understand why you need to have retail experience. I probably would be better than most of the sales associates working in those places with experiences. The only place I think I have a chance is Saks. Stanley (who is a buyer at Saks) is one of my older brother's best friends. Which makes him a friend of mine, which makes it easier for me to get a job there, I HOPE. Other than that, I'm a lost cause - a gay boy who can't get a job in retail. Hopefully 4 years of being an administrative assistant will be enough for these bastard people. I hate Neimans. I do not kid, on the thingy they make you fill out they ask you (and again, NO JOKE) "Do you think you are good at persuading people to buy things?" "Would you lie to make a sale"? WOW. I said I am good at persuading (because I am) I didn't say yes to the lying. I'm sorry I am not that pathetic. The people that work there suck and it's a horrible environment. I don't even know what I am rambling on about (I wont even get hired there). ANYHO! I’m off to do my laundry and try to have a productive day. If anybody wants to join at espresso or walking around Newbury, chain smoking, drinking coffee, and begging people to give me a job (on my knees) do call.
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Last night wasn't really bad but it wasn't too good. I just got into a foul mood (as usual - I HATE THAT, why can't Todd be in a good mood?) due to reasons I don't care to get into. Melody was supposed to come over and play but I was a poop. I think I am going to have a party/little get together/ I don't know what you want to call it tonight. Either that, or just get very drunk and do various kinds of pretty drugs and just look GORGEOUS. heh. I have been watching WAY too much ABFAB (you can never watch too much by the way). So yea, come over and play. I want to have a dress-up party or something. OOOoo a PHOTO SHOOT party! Ugh amazing, yes I think that is it.
I'm going to NYC next weekend. I'll probably see Michael, which is a good thing. I wish he lived in Boston or I lived in NYC because I feel like things could work out. Anyways, I am excited to see him and NYC.
I got new body wash. It's Kiehl's "Chinese Flowers". It smells so good. It's out of control. I was using the Mango stuff but I wasn't really feeling it.
I’m looking for a new job again. I always say that and just stick with my old job. I really hope I follow through with that. I applied to Saks, Neimans, Riccardi, FCUK (ew), A/X (ew), Diesel (at the beginning of Newbury), Marc Jacobs, and Levis. I don't really think I will get hired anywhere because I have no retail experience. I really don't understand why you need to have retail experience. I probably would be better than most of the sales associates working in those places with experiences. The only place I think I have a chance is Saks. Stanley (who is a buyer at Saks) is one of my older brother's best friends. Which makes him a friend of mine, which makes it easier for me to get a job there, I HOPE. Other than that, I'm a lost cause - a gay boy who can't get a job in retail. Hopefully 4 years of being an administrative assistant will be enough for these bastard people. I hate Neimans. I do not kid, on the thingy they make you fill out they ask you (and again, NO JOKE) "Do you think you are good at persuading people to buy things?" "Would you lie to make a sale"? WOW. I said I am good at persuading (because I am) I didn't say yes to the lying. I'm sorry I am not that pathetic. The people that work there suck and it's a horrible environment. I don't even know what I am rambling on about (I wont even get hired there). ANYHO! I’m off to do my laundry and try to have a productive day. If anybody wants to join at espresso or walking around Newbury, chain smoking, drinking coffee, and begging people to give me a job (on my knees) do call.
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