Apr 20, 2014 22:26
The last stretch of April is coming along and my supposedly weekly posts became monthly ones. It's tiring to write my thoughts when no one even reads them. I am glad that I can post anything I want to talk about here but somehow, being able to know that there are other real people and from that I mean,people I KNOW, will make my satisfaction multiply.
The only one I know who loves the same thing I do is now an otome-game sucker. Yes, those people who love to imagine themselves being surrounded by bishies be in manga, anime or games..haha..I became almost one but I realize that I don't really enjoy those stuff. It may be nice to read a manga with a reverse harem as long the female lead is loveable. And if ever I'd play an otome game, then it will be an OTP shipping galore to me. I'm just sad that I'm the only one, in my circle who loves BL manga, or manga or anime in general. It's kind of frustrating you know, especially when people think it's childish stuff. But NO,it's not. And I will argue everything until that party surrenders.
Speaking of my college life, I really don't want to jinx it but I going to make my majors next June!!! I have never been this excited in my entire academic life. Haha.
And the cat's out of the bag,too. It means my parents and even my aunts now know that I'll still be studying for three more years. The anxiety of them finding out the truth wore me to the bones. But now, even though they're really angry and disappointed in me, the peace of mind I got when I told them the truth is priceless. I can endure all their scoldings for all they want because I don't have that fear anymore. I can now sleep better at night because of that.
I still have a lot of worries but I'm more satisfied than I have ever been in my life. There's still a very long road to travel in achieving that precious college diploma. A lot of steps to take in even going to France and Japan. I'm still envious of my acquaintances who immigrated with their parents abroad without doing any single effort in it. But at least I'm moving forward.
PS
I still need to post the pics of my Shizaya doujins by Swanky..hopefully it will be in a couple of days! Oh, and of my hetalia volumes 4 and 5..shocks, I nearly forgot to post it here :/
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