Ramblings of a pseudo-adult college student
In reading a lot of manga and college-related blogs, I’m always envious that most of my peers in college are already full blown adults. And from that, I mean staying in one’s own apartment, making friends/lovers, getting a part-time job and the likes. The image is so contrasting with what my actual lifestyle is. Yes, I stay at a dorm and I have college friends. But in terms of financial independence, it is nonexistent. I long for the chance of doing a part time job to have my “own” money. Unfortunately, I’m too lazy and too dependent on my parents for that moolah. It is definitely frustrating and I somehow wonder how I would get a job after graduation.
My two week vacation is composed primarily of sitting in front of my laptop, reading BL mangas and the news about Kpop, my country and the world. It’s definitely not productive except for my fujoshi brain. I want to be productive but I don’t know where to start. My mom suggests doing the usual household chores but I think otherwise. Visiting Facebook doesn’t help me either. Most of my nursing batchmates have already posted their graduation photos. I felt that if I could only have a bit of that financial independence, I wouldn’t be this insecure.
My Japanese language self study has already been stalled for about three weeks now. I’m too lazy to continue even though I’m still eager to take the JLPT this August/December. My knowledge of the first 40 kanjis is starting to fade and I’m afraid I may forget all of it. Don’t be confused. I still love Japanese culture and language. It’s just that I need that extra push for me to start on studying it again. I think this is a common disease of self-studying. At least when you’re in a class, you are always reminded to study the lesson at least once a week. But with self studying, procrastination is your enemy. Hopefully, I will be able to restart my study again this weekend.
PS.
Yep, this is not BL-related shiz but I'm OPTIMISTIC(haha) that I can post it the next time along with a new theme.
:D
My two week vacation is composed primarily of sitting in front of my laptop, reading BL mangas and the news about Kpop, my country and the world. It’s definitely not productive except for my fujoshi brain. I want to be productive but I don’t know where to start. My mom suggests doing the usual household chores but I think otherwise. Visiting Facebook doesn’t help me either. Most of my nursing batchmates have already posted their graduation photos. I felt that if I could only have a bit of that financial independence, I wouldn’t be this insecure.
My Japanese language self study has already been stalled for about three weeks now. I’m too lazy to continue even though I’m still eager to take the JLPT this August/December. My knowledge of the first 40 kanjis is starting to fade and I’m afraid I may forget all of it. Don’t be confused. I still love Japanese culture and language. It’s just that I need that extra push for me to start on studying it again. I think this is a common disease of self-studying. At least when you’re in a class, you are always reminded to study the lesson at least once a week. But with self studying, procrastination is your enemy. Hopefully, I will be able to restart my study again this weekend.
PS.
Yep, this is not BL-related shiz but I'm OPTIMISTIC(haha) that I can post it the next time along with a new theme.
:D