May 18, 2008 01:41
Death by means of psychotic distortion.
Spread wings and take off.
Vix is tiering me allready. I aint used to not having what i want and at the same time craving it like crazy... She really can ware me out just by standing infront of me. The girl is a fucking Goddess! Hands up my thoat choking me. She's the only one that ever made me feel unworthy. Shit's not healthy. Funny how every time she gets drunk she tells me how much she cares and loves me. But then my conscience comes in to play. And i remember how she said numerous times to me that she shouldn't. Hating myself for it? Every moment of my life. But who am i to disrespect the wishes of a Goddess? I am my own god, and still she stands above me...
Vlad on the other hand is always there to beat some sense in to my head. I love that sucker! He's my buddy-go-by-wif-me-thru-hell friend. 's the one person i can always rely on, no matter where or when i am. So i let him slip when he goes all big brother like on me. Besides it's a hell of a laugh to watch him go at it.
And to top it all, i've got a friend from the university that for the night. And 'cos she doesn't know Vix that well. She's sleeping alone. Guess who ends up in my bed. It's gonna be a freakin' torture. A sweet one, but still...
Brake them in the barrier that defies your dreams.
Lily is being relly cute tonight. Hun? Talking with you is really a blast every time. You being there is a freakin' blast every time. Me loves his Princess! *cuddles*
Mystic? You sure are! Where is yar silent bum-bum! It was awkward the first few words we shared. Prolly gonna be that way for a while, for me at least. Anyhow... Scribble a meaning-full, full of deep thought line :P
Raven, out.