....depressed...

Dec 06, 2004 17:33

Well, hello... I'm sorry I haven't been updating my journal as often as I should. I have just been really depressed and stressed out lately. My life sucks right now. It has to do with a little bit of everything. (Tiffany and Alyssa know what I am talking about.)...
Well, lastnight...things got even worse. Since I got that thing in the mail from Michael, I have felt really bad. ...And last night when Alyssa and Tiffany and him had that phone conversation, I found out alot more than I wanted to know. Tiffany and Alyssa...Thank you for doing that for me...I love both of yall so much. Although what he said to ya'll wasn't good, I am still glad that yall did that for me. And I really appreciate everything yall are going to do for me. I just wanna get this whole situation settled. Oh and Tiffany...don't talk about the whole "situation" to me on the computer. I just don't want everyone who will read this to know about what me and you and Alyssa said on the phone last night. So lets just keep it between the three of us. ...Well, Joey can know about it..(since he has the cell phone and all). But anyways, Tiffany...Thanks for sharing the "every-other" theory with me. That made alot of sense to me and I feel a little better now. And I'm sorry if I have bugged you and Ally with all of this crap going on lately. And I'm also sorry about bugging you about Megan and Colby. I just don't know what to do about all of that. Oh, and remember what you said about Megan finding some other guy and moving on? ...well, don't feel bad for saying that. I understand what you mean. But I still don't know if that will work out or not.

ANYWAYS!!!!!....So, ...HEY KEA!!! How are you doing? Are you feeling any better? I hope so.. I've been worried about ya. I wanted to see you this weekend when you came to Nana's house, but I was gone to Paw Paw's house and I didn't get here in time. Well, so what's new with you? Anything interesting? How's school?...Oh, I'm sorry that I signed off the computer the other night when i was IMing you. I didn't mean to.. This stupid computer kinda knocked me off and it wouldn't let me get back on. Well, anyways... maybe I'll see ya this coming weekend. Maybe I'll come over and spend the night or something. I haven't spent the night over there in a while. Me and you and Evan can kill each other. ..(lol)..I can hardly wait to hear ya'll say, "christy, jump out the window!!!" (lol) Ya'll are so mean to me!! But I gotta love ya.. Ya'll are the kind of people who you just can't not love. Well, I'm gonna go now. I love ya! I'll talk to ya later! BYE!
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