Oct 31, 2012 21:14
So a week from today I will venture on to London in hopes of meeting the right one so I hope? Its crazy sometimes I ask myself if I do not feel good about something then why am I doing it? I guess for one I cannot cancel the ticket and the other reason well.. maybe its just me? I guess I can over think things to much but in real terms I really do not feel like this is the one? Maybe its because I do not hear enough excitement from her knowing that I am coming. But in her defense, she might be anxious and quite possibly just might be tired of talking to me and now she wants to see me in person and see if we have positive energy. The problem is, I do not think we do not unfortunatley.
As corny as this sounds, there was a great quote from the bronx movie. It went something along the lines of " You are allowed 3 great women in your life and once those 3 are gone then its done, you will no longer have a chance at finding love. The first I know left back to Canada and the second one well i am not quite sure if its the second one well... I more left her.
I guess it might be more that I am really nervous or I am just being pessimistic. Its just I try so hard and hard and come up with no results and well...... I am not getting any younger...
Heres to hoping for a successful trip :)