WHATS UP WORLD
so i havent been up to much lately, besides getting my friends lost, but what can you do, i still love them,
so i got my dad "band of brothers" and i have been watching that for most of the day, and i have to say, i kind of wish i was in there shoes for a moment, you know doing something with my life worth wild i guess, maybe that is kind of way i want to join up has been in the back of my head for the longest time, knowing my i prob wont do shit and sit around but hey i just thought i would write it down incase i change my mind
i have been thinking about life and shit, i just wonder why i dont try and be great at things, like baseball and ballet for example, i could be great at both i think, i mean i have heard from people that i am good at both, but what the hell do i know, maybe they are just blowing smoke up my ass, and that is exactly it, key words are I COULD BE, fuck me i have something wrong with me or something, b/c i ll need is some drive and life would be great, sad fact is i dont,
you know what i hate is thinking to myself something like this, "i wish i had a million dollars, i bet i would be set for life, but you know what fuck all that wishing bullshit, it really gets you nowhere, wishing is as good as wiping your ass with poison ivy on a camping trip, but o well, life goes on
you know what i prob sound like a weak little bitch, but that is where everyone goes wrong with me, hahahaha, its just a little mask i like to put up,
anyways on a lighter note, i would just like to see if victo or kate has found out anything about what jeff was talking about, i would love to be a man of the cloth
well guess that is all the bitching i can stand for one entry, love and god bless to all
MUAH
stallion thunder