speaking of ballet

[ts_other_side]

why do i feel like the loser who cant get enough of it, i am on the superhighway to getting burned out, i hope not, i really do love it,

i want to come up with my own stuff, i think it would be so cool to make money off of my ideas, being an artist rocks,

maybe i should start to start to make something up, b/c i know so much about it, not really,

but honestly what do you have to know, prob a lot

i just have this scary feeling that anything i come up with will be looked upon as crap, but should i care,

how do you know if someone really does like your piece, or are they just pulling your chain,

people are so full of shit it ruffles my feathers (as my dad told me that last night) just come out and say it, i like it, i love, i hate it, worst thing ever, its better to know than to have you sugarcoat it,

sure its going to suck knowing that your shit sucks, but at least you know