..haha.. look @ my music & my mood...
You say you read me like a book but the pages are all torn and frayed...
Hmm. So emo.
Kendra burned this CD for me.. but I really love this song. It's so me. All "I'm okay. I'm not okay. I'm okay, really - I'm not okay"... I never know what to say. It's one of those things where when you never really feel completely okay... you get paranoid as to whether or not your friends are sick of hearing about it so you fake it.
That's just who I am... as Sam mentioned - Jaded Emo Girl Persona. JEGP.. syndrome! ..-shakes head- I'm babbling.
But isn't that what this is for? If I can't babble here.. where the hell can I? Nowhere, I tell ya. Nowhere.
Keith's wake was today. His funeral's tomorrow. I refuse to go to either.. I don't want to see him that way. I rather remember him the way I saw him last - alive with a smartass smirk. That's the Keith I love.
That chem. test we had on Polyatomic ions today pissed me off 'cause she tricked us. She put 2 on there that we never went over.. but they happened to be the answer to eachother. Hydronium was one and the answer was H3O ... and H3O was there and the answer was Hydronium but we never ever went over that at all. She goes on to say it was up to our power of observation. How is that something you can simply observe? Ugh. I love her class 'cause it's so entertaining but UGH!
Flori was pretty cool today. I think it's great 'cause we've settled into our own little groups. Now, that sounds bad but I mean.. before there was so much shifting and you never knew who was really your friend. Now it's Amy, Missa, Steph O'Neil, Krystal, and me. It's fun. Steph cracks me up.
Missa, Steph, and I were talking about games we used to play when we were young-er. Apparently for some people, it isn't such a DISTANT memory. -smirk-
♥Sephora
In closing... good lyrics.
I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust me.)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
Hmm. So emo.
Kendra burned this CD for me.. but I really love this song. It's so me. All "I'm okay. I'm not okay. I'm okay, really - I'm not okay"... I never know what to say. It's one of those things where when you never really feel completely okay... you get paranoid as to whether or not your friends are sick of hearing about it so you fake it.
That's just who I am... as Sam mentioned - Jaded Emo Girl Persona. JEGP.. syndrome! ..-shakes head- I'm babbling.
But isn't that what this is for? If I can't babble here.. where the hell can I? Nowhere, I tell ya. Nowhere.
Keith's wake was today. His funeral's tomorrow. I refuse to go to either.. I don't want to see him that way. I rather remember him the way I saw him last - alive with a smartass smirk. That's the Keith I love.
That chem. test we had on Polyatomic ions today pissed me off 'cause she tricked us. She put 2 on there that we never went over.. but they happened to be the answer to eachother. Hydronium was one and the answer was H3O ... and H3O was there and the answer was Hydronium but we never ever went over that at all. She goes on to say it was up to our power of observation. How is that something you can simply observe? Ugh. I love her class 'cause it's so entertaining but UGH!
Flori was pretty cool today. I think it's great 'cause we've settled into our own little groups. Now, that sounds bad but I mean.. before there was so much shifting and you never knew who was really your friend. Now it's Amy, Missa, Steph O'Neil, Krystal, and me. It's fun. Steph cracks me up.
Missa, Steph, and I were talking about games we used to play when we were young-er. Apparently for some people, it isn't such a DISTANT memory. -smirk-
♥Sephora
In closing... good lyrics.
I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust me.)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)