Feb 08, 2005 20:06
Hey I got an idea. Okay. I'll trust you with something very personal and dark and secret about me -- one I only tell to the people I love the most (and that happens to be 5 people out of at least 100 I know -- none of them in my actual family) and then.. okay here's where it gets fun.. when you and I are fighting, in one split moment, you can reveal it loud and clear to EVERYONE exactly what that secret happens to be and a bus that could never be quiet for more than a fricken second goes fucking deafeningly silent.
Yeah. That's my kind of fun.
I have to thank God for certain people.. they'll remain nameless for now but they know who they are. At least, I hope they do. I'm not good with thank you's and showing much appreciation.. no matter how deeply I feel it -- but thank you for keeping my sanity always intact. You all mean the world to me.
There's a certain person... who I don't think realizes how much he means to me with his small gestures, but if it weren't for him, there was a certain couple of moments today that I would have shattered and been left for some sympathetic fool to sweep me up and glue me back together... if it weren't for him. You're my favorite.. :) ('cause afterall.. you're my wonderwall)