Jun 23, 2004 17:39
So i wish i was a little better at being morbid. I just need a spark right now. I ended up spending the night with this girl who ended up being the worst kisser ever. Is it customary not to french kiss now a days or something? Gosh it was the most awful experience ever, i tried everything to avoid kissing, it was hard but i think she had no idea (i didn't know her well enough to tell her how BAD she was). I think i will not fool around anymore i have had no luck with it what so ever, or with girls in general lately. I want to really like some one, like REALLY like some one but obviously have it reciprocated. I am just doomed. I want to just sleep and wake up feeling better. I want the pieces of my life to just fall into place and be happy about it. Oh and one thing i hate about the sun is it makes my hair have to much red in it :0