Dada
My best friend had a kid yesterday, so i am officially old! Indiana is his name, i think that is great they named the baby after one of the greatest action heroes of all time!
I missed my friend who committed suicide really for the first time the other day, when someone in a car driving the opposite direction looked just like him. It wasn't a good feeling, he had enough issues where when it happened i was almost happy for him, but that was the first time I thought about him in a sad remorseful way. I didn't go to funeral to the chagrin of all my friends but i think funerals are almost negative, i don't want my last memory to be everyone crying and the deceased in a casket, rather a found memory with positive emotions.
In other news, I realize more and more everyday that i am a sappy hopeless romantic!
I missed my friend who committed suicide really for the first time the other day, when someone in a car driving the opposite direction looked just like him. It wasn't a good feeling, he had enough issues where when it happened i was almost happy for him, but that was the first time I thought about him in a sad remorseful way. I didn't go to funeral to the chagrin of all my friends but i think funerals are almost negative, i don't want my last memory to be everyone crying and the deceased in a casket, rather a found memory with positive emotions.
In other news, I realize more and more everyday that i am a sappy hopeless romantic!