Oct 06, 2004 06:27
Sometimes I just want to explode into a million pieces and then be blended up. I hate thinking and wondering. The 2/3 of Jack I drank last night probably isn't helping my thought process anyway(to start drinking at 2am is ridiculous). But then again so am I. I hear that a lot. I'm so foggy lately. Nothing seems clear. Everything is punchy. Abruptly ending. Hate it. I tried no to wake up but it didn't work. Who cares anyway. I'm so tangled in this frickin' web and stranded by myself in a wasteland of being under-appreciated. My deeds and actions go unnoticed but it is always pointed out when I'm wrong. Just like when someone does something good or saves a life you never hear about it but when someone dies it's everywhere. Killers get more recognition than heroes do. That doesn't give me anything to look forward to in life. This place sucks. I'd rather vote communism and then have less crime than the bullshit that goes on here, but I'm not about to get political, especially on this fucking website. Not like anyone would read it to answer back anyway but I hate people and the way they deal with politics. Everyone thinks they know more than everyone else and it turns out that none of you know shit. That's all about that.
I know everything sucks, YEA! I know there is a place where i can go when I'm alone. Into your arms I go. But sometimes I don't know.