[fic] When I Woke; Kyumin
Title: When I Woke
Fandom: SuJu
Paring: KyuMin
Wordcount: 505
Rating: PG-13
Notes: Because Minnie breaks my heart.
He craved the simplicity of touch and the sweet sensation of unrestrained love.
He let out a happy sigh as soft lips slid across his in a chaste kiss. Sungmin let his arms wrap themselves around the taller boy’s neck and parted his lips to let Kyuhyun’s tongue meet his. Sungmin let himself be led backwards, both sets of feet shifting back and forth in time as they carefully shuffled in the direction of the couch.
“Kyu…” he breathed, lips parting briefly as the younger sat onto the couch with arms raised to bring Sungmin onto his lap. Happily consenting to the unspoken wish, he straddled Kyuhun and reconnected their lips. Thin fingers threaded their way into Sungmin’s hair, and he couldn’t resist letting out another sigh filled with bliss. He let his hands trail slowly up Kyuhyun’s sides and back down again before letting his hands slid under his shirt, ghosting upon the supple skin of his hips.
“You know how much I love you, don’t you hyung?” Kyuhyun mumbled, not breaking their kiss, hands detangling themselves from Sungmin’s hair to rest on his shoulders, carefully pulling him forward, bringing the smaller boy closer.
Bodies pressed flush against each other as though they could meld into one being.
Sungmin broke the kiss to nuzzle into Kyuhyun’s neck, muttering muffled, inarticulate words against skin, letting his lips accentuate his point with innocent kisses. He felt the vibrations of Kyuhyuns rumble of agreement against his cheek. Kyuhyun carefully began to pull the older boy’s shirt off and making quick work of his own once it was removed. Sungmin shifted, laying down and hot skin finally meeting hot skin as Kyuhyun came down on top of him, lips joining.
Suddenly pushing the other back, their lips parting with a wet pop, Sungmin looked straight into Kyuhyun’s eyes.
“Never leave me, alright?” his tone was level and strong, but his eyes wavered with anxiety, fear rising up in his throat. “Don’t leave me all alone, ok? I don’t know what I would-”
Kyuhyun shushed him. Cheek rubbing against cheek, words whispered so soft he thought he might have misheard:
“I’ll love you forever, Sungmin.”
The feeling of him was comforting, thickly enveloping all of Sungmin until he could feel his heart swell with affection, the other boys strength filling his soul. He let himself be swept away and let the lines between one body and the other meld and blur away.
But even the most vivid memory was nothing like the dullest sensation, and waking from the sweetest memory he had was a stark reminder of his current realty.
The cold expanse of his bed felt infinite, as he shivered, alone and blind in the dark blackness of night. He could feel his heart shatter all over again, and it felt like ice ran through his veins, pumping painfully at each beat. He let himself curl up, silent tears running cold lines down his cheeks as his heart screamed out to a lover who couldn’t hear its call.
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Fandom: SuJu
Paring: KyuMin
Wordcount: 505
Rating: PG-13
Notes: Because Minnie breaks my heart.
He craved the simplicity of touch and the sweet sensation of unrestrained love.
He let out a happy sigh as soft lips slid across his in a chaste kiss. Sungmin let his arms wrap themselves around the taller boy’s neck and parted his lips to let Kyuhyun’s tongue meet his. Sungmin let himself be led backwards, both sets of feet shifting back and forth in time as they carefully shuffled in the direction of the couch.
“Kyu…” he breathed, lips parting briefly as the younger sat onto the couch with arms raised to bring Sungmin onto his lap. Happily consenting to the unspoken wish, he straddled Kyuhun and reconnected their lips. Thin fingers threaded their way into Sungmin’s hair, and he couldn’t resist letting out another sigh filled with bliss. He let his hands trail slowly up Kyuhyun’s sides and back down again before letting his hands slid under his shirt, ghosting upon the supple skin of his hips.
“You know how much I love you, don’t you hyung?” Kyuhyun mumbled, not breaking their kiss, hands detangling themselves from Sungmin’s hair to rest on his shoulders, carefully pulling him forward, bringing the smaller boy closer.
Bodies pressed flush against each other as though they could meld into one being.
Sungmin broke the kiss to nuzzle into Kyuhyun’s neck, muttering muffled, inarticulate words against skin, letting his lips accentuate his point with innocent kisses. He felt the vibrations of Kyuhyuns rumble of agreement against his cheek. Kyuhyun carefully began to pull the older boy’s shirt off and making quick work of his own once it was removed. Sungmin shifted, laying down and hot skin finally meeting hot skin as Kyuhyun came down on top of him, lips joining.
Suddenly pushing the other back, their lips parting with a wet pop, Sungmin looked straight into Kyuhyun’s eyes.
“Never leave me, alright?” his tone was level and strong, but his eyes wavered with anxiety, fear rising up in his throat. “Don’t leave me all alone, ok? I don’t know what I would-”
Kyuhyun shushed him. Cheek rubbing against cheek, words whispered so soft he thought he might have misheard:
“I’ll love you forever, Sungmin.”
The feeling of him was comforting, thickly enveloping all of Sungmin until he could feel his heart swell with affection, the other boys strength filling his soul. He let himself be swept away and let the lines between one body and the other meld and blur away.
But even the most vivid memory was nothing like the dullest sensation, and waking from the sweetest memory he had was a stark reminder of his current realty.
The cold expanse of his bed felt infinite, as he shivered, alone and blind in the dark blackness of night. He could feel his heart shatter all over again, and it felt like ice ran through his veins, pumping painfully at each beat. He let himself curl up, silent tears running cold lines down his cheeks as his heart screamed out to a lover who couldn’t hear its call.
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