Jul 26, 2006 14:10
once again my mother frecked the fuck out on me for NOTHING. jake was over and he was asleep cuz he has to get up at 5 30. and some out friends of ours where over so i went out side with everyone to hang out with them. and mom is just sitting there saying all these off the wall things like "oh im such a horrible mother" and blah blah. and the whole time she was like "why are you here?" and its 10 30 on a tus nigth and i had just got back form FL...you would think she would be glad that im home. and she knows damn well that i cant stay the night at jakes. then she was like "why dont you just leave" ...i just sat there shocked cuz i had not even said a word to her...then i threw my cup at her feet...i wanted to pour it over her head.. and then i was like "what the fuck did i do to you" and she started frecking the fuck out telling me and jake to leave. but we didnt and ron jsut put her to bed. but even at 5 30 in the morning when jake was gettin g ready for work she was yelling and fighting with ron...she really needs help.
but she really hurt me that ngiht. and jake was there so he finaly got to see what i was talking about. i was just laying in bed crying so hard and just felt so fucking hurt and unwanted and like i didnt have a home. and then i felt even worse cuz i was keeping jake up when he had to work...but what else is new...