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[tryingtogetaway]

i am so fucking up set right now. im crying. what the hell i have not cryed and so long and now i do? i work so fucking hard, school work shcol work. and tonight was the last day of class and a friday that i didnt have to work...and what dose my fucking ass do? im sitting at home all dresses up and pretty like a fucking loser. i went to franks cuz me and him had been planing to hang out this friday and they all wanted to go to a partyy in davidsonvill and my mom was like be home by 12...and its 11 right now, and i was like well let me ride with frank and i will be home later and she was like "no driniknign and driving" and i woujld not have been. and she is like "you only drink her" and it just pisses me off cuz ever week her rules change, i was like so then let me stay at franks and she was like "no" when she has let me stay the night there 2 toehr times. she was like you can come home and have a few drinks...when last week she did shots with me in my room. i just wish she didnt change everything

so here i am with no friends sitting alone. larry is alseep, and amber and chris are not picking up there phones. and i have to work 12 hours tomorrow and this day was a fucking waste, i fucking hate wasting anything, food, time, money i fucking hate it all.