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I'M SO FUCKING SICK OF CALLING AND HEARING THAT YOU'RE OUT DRINKING OR YOU HAVE BEEN DRINKING! SERIOUSLY! HOW MUCH MORE OF THIS I CAN TAKE I DON'T KNOW! BUT RIGHT NOW IT'S FUKCING PISSING ME OFF! ALL I WANT IS 5 MINUTES TO TALK TO YOU!!! JUST 5 FUCKING MINUTES! I NEVER THOUGHT IT WAS THAT HARD TO GIVE 5 MINUTES TO SOMEONE YOU LOVE. BUT APPARENTLY RIGHT NOW IT IS, AND I'M SICK OF IT! Look I love you with all my heart, but right now I've had the last straw, all I want is to talk to you for 5 minutes!!! I've not seen you in almost a week and all i want is 5 minutes to see how you're life is, to hear your voice, to hear you say you love me, to feel like i'm special... it only takes 5 minutes for me to be swept off my feet again! 5 fucking minutes! that's it!!!!! I miss you like hell right now, and you just blew me off in 2 minutes to play beer pong with brian and you're friends, but all iw anted was 5 minutes... and those 3 words, is it that hard to say? are you that embarassed to say it infront of them? what the hell is it?!
I need to relax, we'll talk later I guess...
I need to relax, we'll talk later I guess...