Sep 05, 2008 16:14
I want to get married! End of story. The point is I brought it up, and now its in his hands. I am not going to beg or be the one to propose. By gosh. You know Ive been praying about it and if Brandon and I are going to move in together and be together day and night we need to be married! I sin so much in my life and I ask for forgivness, but this is something God has put on my heart. I want to try and obey God's law eventhough I dont think any human being can ever do so perfectly. I have this on my heart and it would down right defiance if I didnt bring it up to him.
If he is not ready then I am not ready to live with him. If he cant marry me then how is he going to live with me? Why buy the cow when you get the milk for free.. Thats kind of funny to say but honestly, I have to do what I believe is right.
Im just frustrated because when I brought it up he didnt say much other than why?!!! WTF. OOOOOKKKKAYYY!!!!!
Im not bringing up anymore. The ball is in his court.