a punch~drunk punchline
there's something in me that wants to destroy all the good stuff in my life,
this person, who likes it when its complicated, difficult, and depressing
trying to overcome that is no easy task...i keep fumbling toward chaos
all the while, trying to give off the image of order, cos i dont want to get into it
and then something happens and it all comes spilling out
and i realize just how bad its gotten
just how black that darkness is
maybe i should seek help
...or maybe i just need to lay off the mind-alteration...
im just really bothered that my life can be seemingly so on-track
but the truth is, it all dangles by the thinnest of threads, just waiting to snap
this is me, asking for YOUR strength, cos if i do this on my own, ill only fuck it up
watch over me this day, and all those to come...
this person, who likes it when its complicated, difficult, and depressing
trying to overcome that is no easy task...i keep fumbling toward chaos
all the while, trying to give off the image of order, cos i dont want to get into it
and then something happens and it all comes spilling out
and i realize just how bad its gotten
just how black that darkness is
maybe i should seek help
...or maybe i just need to lay off the mind-alteration...
im just really bothered that my life can be seemingly so on-track
but the truth is, it all dangles by the thinnest of threads, just waiting to snap
this is me, asking for YOUR strength, cos if i do this on my own, ill only fuck it up
watch over me this day, and all those to come...