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[trying2breath]

well to answer my own question, reliant k is pretty much amazing, I love that song about emotional girls...umm, the song that talks about chicks and mood rings.i think that the lyrics go like this...we should get emotional girls to all wear mood rings so that we know...blah blah blah.this song is really awesome because its really true and the lyrics are sexalent...yeah, do you like that word?yeah, get over it.well my weekend should be bitchin in the kitchen (go ahead and laugh)you know why???because the whole population is turing sixteen this weekend, soooo, everyone is partying this weekend and we are going to the Short North and thats exciting and then I'm going to Erin's on Saturday and Intregue is going to be playing at her party.thats the bitchin in the kitchen part.well, the negative part of this is that I am offically broke because I have spend all my money on real nice gifts because they're my loves.i don't mind though.I have a problem with spending money on people, it feels like thats all I do.yeah i've totally degraded myself.i'm such a push over sometimes.if i ever go out, i pay and if i'm with my sister i pay. well, looks like i'm not going to hell anymore! well I had coffee this morning and this is the first time I have ever had coffee before school.so far its really awesome because I can actually see as opposed to every other morning were I'm stumbling over swollen sleepy eyes.ha i'm a grade a loser.thats all right.

I can't get away from all of my mistakes
It just now hit me this is more that just a set back
Did we spell it out? well I guess I didn't get that
And not a trace, this momentum is gone
And this isn' t turning out the way I want
After all my alibies desert me
I just want to get by and do nothing to hurt me
I had no idea where my head was at
If my heart says I'm sorry can we leave it at that
And I just want for all of this to end
I so hate consequences and running from is one of my best defenses