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It's been a very long road, and here we are. It has been entirely too long since I've felt your warmth and embrace, but I wish to change all of that this instant. How have you been my dear? Have you thought about me hate way I've thought about you? SInce we last spoke a lot of things have happened. I have a job now, I work at KFC. Some days are alright, other days are not so good. I wish I would have told you sooner. I began going to Cape Henry again since our last conversation. It's been nice reigniting and repairing old friendships that I was afraid were surely fizzle. I wish I would have told you sooner. I have been doing college applications and making preparations to be a real adult in the real world. This process has been a strenuous one, and I have grown weary of even participating in it, but I realize that I need to continue my education to further perpetuate a successful career and life. It is hard for a young black male to make it in this world, and College will help me get closer to closing the education and income gap. When I think about this process in this light, I appreciate all the work that I have done, and also the work that everyone who has helped me along the way has done. I just wish I would have told you sooner. I know you have been watching over me, checking on my daily routine, but with how busy I can get it seems that I don't have time for you. What I failed to realize is that without you there is no me. You are who I am, and all that I hope to be. You hold the key to all my hopes, and aspirations. My likes and dislikes. My emotions, my mind. How I have missed you. But no I promise that I will never hurt or dessert you again. You are my gift from God, and I will no longer allow you to sit on my shelf. You are my love, you are my writing.