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I know you are mad at me. You say it all the time. I'm always neglecting you,I always act like I have something better to do. I always forget about you. I go on with my daily routine and leave you out. You know I couldn't forget you though right? Without you where would I be? When I have some great mental breakthrough you are the first person I tell. When I am stressing out over something, you are the first person I consult to help me cope. When I thought all hope was lost, you stuck by me. You even told some of my friends how bad I was feeling and they offered me some advice. I promise I don't do it on purpose. It's just I always have homework, or chores to do. I might talk on the phone to a person or two. That doesn't mean I don't think about you. I vow right now that I will visit you more often. The last time we spoke we had a very long, in-depth conversation didn't we? SO don't think for a minute that you aren't still important. That you are no longer loved, or cherished. I know I used to hate on you a while back, I said I would never talk to you. And that all your friends that do, just did because they had nothing better to do with their lives. Well I apologize. I was wrong. I wish I would have never said those mean, and hurtful things. I hope you can find it in your heart, to forgive me for my transgressions. I know you can. You have a heart as big as the oceans, and as pure as 14 karat gold. Once again I apologize for the ways I've wronged you, and made you feel deserted as if I no longer cared to be in your company. I hope you can accept my apologies, and that you still love me, the way i still love you.