MORGAN ( All Caps so you know it's official)
SOO, Morgan wanted me to reply to her comment. SO I thought I would do her one better, I will have an entry dedicated to her. So I was sitting at my computer decided to see if anybody had commented on my last entry. I saw that there was one comment so me, hoping that it was Jackie decided to check it and look who it was, it was you. I guess I just have all bad luck. But, anyways you want to know how I'm going to remember you? That's kinda complicated. I guess you could say I'm going to remember you as someone I love to love, love to hate, hate to love, and hate to hate. I loved to love you because you are you, you are a really sweet, caring, and beautiful girl, when you want to be. That's why I say I love to love you. Who couldn't love someone like that. However, there are always two sides to every story or person for the most part. I say I love to hate you, because I always have fun messing with you. Especially when you act like you all big and bad and you get mad, that wold always crack me and Charlie up. I hate to love you because of all the shit we put each other through. We use to always, constantly, every second of every hour, fight. That what we always did, I don't always remember what about I just remembe that we did. Also, in like 7th grade when we first started talking online. I would always say " Morgan, I love you" and your response 99.9% of the time was "cool". That was soo devastating cause I'm thinking to myself what do I have to do to get this girl to want to be my friend. I guess eventually I started saying the righ tthings, or coming at you the correct way because our relationship now is way past those stages. HOWEVER, I can recall a time hmm last year when a certain someone who will remain nameless said " I am just a girl that sits next to you, in some of your classes, I'm nothing special to you" I don't know if she still feels the same way but I hope she doesn't. Now the hate to hate part. I say that because when we did get into our petty fights, for some reason that was the only thing that consumed my mind. All I could ever think about was "How can I get Morgan to not be mad at me anymore" or " Should I talk to her, or should I give her some space" or " I hope she doesn't stay ,ad at me forever, I can't imagine not having her being my friend". That's all I ever thought until you and I became cool asgain for like 3 minutes and then you would get mad at me and it would restart the cycle all over again. So pretty much all that sums up what I told you a while back, " Sometimes I want to say I love you a million times, sometimes I want to chop your head off and use it for a soccer ball". Through it all though, through the good, bad, and the ugly I still love you and always will. I just started thinking I might make three of your wishes come through with this entry. One is I'm responding to one of your comments, Two is I think you told me you wanted me to dedicate an entry to you before, And 3 I think you have always wanted me to write a poem or a song or something about you so I decided to go head and do that to. I tried to think of a nice, clever title but I couldn't so I'm just going to call it Morgan. Also I decided to change my writing style with it so I hope everyone that reads this can understand how the song is suppossed to move.
Morgan
We've had our good times, our bad times, but through it all you're still mine, I wouldn't change a single thing between you and me.
Cause you're special, you're one of a kind, I can never get you off my mind, I miss everyone but I miss you especially.
Without you I don't know what to do, I'm feeling down, I'm feeling blue, You should be with Winnie the Pooh because your my honey.
I miss everything about you, from the way you talk to the things you do, I Love You more than Donald Trump loves money.
We've been together through it all, you are there to catch me when I fall, and I'm hoping that is where where you'll always be.
So Morgan I just want you to know, I'm going to plant some seeds so our friendship can grow, and let you know your love has always been exemplary.
So I'm sending you all my love, and praying up to the Lord above, that he will reunite you and me eventually.
But if we never meet again, I want no regrets with you my friend, I've said it before but I'll say it again, you're special to me.
Morgan
We've had our good times, our bad times, but through it all you're still mine, I wouldn't change a single thing between you and me.
Cause you're special, you're one of a kind, I can never get you off my mind, I miss everyone but I miss you especially.
Without you I don't know what to do, I'm feeling down, I'm feeling blue, You should be with Winnie the Pooh because your my honey.
I miss everything about you, from the way you talk to the things you do, I Love You more than Donald Trump loves money.
We've been together through it all, you are there to catch me when I fall, and I'm hoping that is where where you'll always be.
So Morgan I just want you to know, I'm going to plant some seeds so our friendship can grow, and let you know your love has always been exemplary.
So I'm sending you all my love, and praying up to the Lord above, that he will reunite you and me eventually.
But if we never meet again, I want no regrets with you my friend, I've said it before but I'll say it again, you're special to me.