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[tryin2live7]

school.. it sucks.. im tired and feel like shit.. my world is going around me too fast... i cant keep up with it.. its killin me.. but oh well ill survive.. what if i told u i loved u.. would u say it back? or would u just turn around and walk away?? please help me.. im dying with out u.. getting over her was and is the hardest thing i have ever done.. i dont get over people.. its not what i do.. sadly.. i mean.. i dont want to lose them, but i cant have them all.. im so screwed.. sadness... one day.. one day it will all turn out and i would have to worry about it any more.. but till then.. i have to sit in my one tone world and just follow along.. Every five heart beats some one falls in love with something.. every heart beat in my live has meant something.. i havent lived that way in a while.. i want to now.. live like everyone is my last.. i saw that movie.. yea totally made me relize stuff.. dam movies.. ill start soon... im good sitting here thinkin about her..

true love?? true love what? i have had that.. to me it was true love.. to most it wasnt but im different.. im not average... y cant u see that..

And the world will know me as
tryin2live7