Apr 11, 2005 01:20
This is where i belong.. Behind her.. My life has opened.. I listened to my heart for once.. It told me something fabulous, wonderful, great, and amazing... It told me two things.. 1.) that i love her more then my mother(which is a ish load..) And 2.) Be with her forever and ever, never stop loving, it said never to stop loving. I listened to it. I love this feeling, I hate the pain she is going through... It makes me hurt.. I feel like shit because i did this to her.. But i feel awesome because i told her... Sigh.. Peachy(ha) She makes me all twiderpaided... thats spelled wrong but oh well.. SHe makes my heart and body and soul all tight.. and then she touches me and BAM!!!!!! it just bursts out.. GOd got to love it....I love you with everything my world has to offer... My love, my world my friends, gosh everything.. I'd share my food with u.. Weird i know its a inside story.... What ifs are intresting, they make u see the other side, but they also make u think.. I personaly think there the devil.. But thats just me.. Im here forever, not a short forever a long one the one that never stops i want to hold u at night and be with u every second... I hope she knows this.... Im for real here.. I got someone trying to tell me whats going to make me happier.. I told him to f off.. he is mad at me.. oh well i got one other person telling me that this is the smartest thing i have ever done.. Thanks bro i needed that.. Fighting the steam man BAtman was the shit lol thanks... AS for the other.. if i didnt tell u to f off i just did.. U really dont have to right to tell me that i wont be happy.. If theres something ur not telling me then say it now.. I've had my pain.. done with it time for happyness....... i hope i dont scare her off with this... i needed to say it... and i'll say it again.. I love you... Now and forever.. Now if ur mad at me bro im sorry but before u jump down my throat just take like 5 mins and step out of the world ur in and look at my life.. U didnt know me before last year.. U didnt see my happyness u didnt know my feelings. I could never tell u them because u liked her, it was hard.... Sorry bro. U wont change my mind.. Wont work im good where im at.. Love will always take its toll, if u wait for the right time, and u wait for the right one.... God it feels awesome... I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And the whole world can know it.. ok im done going to bed need sleep... may may not see u tomorrow, ill try, love all and her u.. night
And the world will know me as
Tryin2live7