Keep on keepin' on....
There's a lot to do to day. This is the earliest I've seen in quite sometime. What I'd call "the buttcrack of dawn"... close enough.
Isn't it funny how sometimes you're so busy that you can't even tell how you're doing? You don't know how you feel at all, its just kind of routine to feel "alright" so you go with it and that's that. Honestly I don't mind it. I don't mind not having time to sit at home and think about how I really feel lately. I'm sure I will get to a point when I want to have that time again - but right now I'm ok with not feeling much of anything.
My parents are downstairs in the living room talking business - a big whispering conversation. I'm sure it probably has something to do with my paycheck. You know you hear about people that love their job so much that they'd do it for free. Yeah... that's me. I would. And that's an awesome feeling and yet the worst feeling possible ALL at the same time because its a great way to get yourself screwed over. Especially if you make it known. People walk all over you... even family. Who woulda thought? I'm thinking I might need some kind of weekend extra job. Anyone have any bright ideas? I need to make some serious cash to put towards the goal here... and right now, I get paid well but it goes to bills. Its just not doing it. And mixing family and business - as much as I love my job, is hard to maintain. I want to rip my hair out. 'Nough said.
Considering waking up here in a few minutes. School starts next week. It might be my opportunity to apply for an internship at UofM. Going to consider it.
Hope everyone is hangin' in there. Whoever said summer was easy was a drunk and a liar. Love you guys,
Isn't it funny how sometimes you're so busy that you can't even tell how you're doing? You don't know how you feel at all, its just kind of routine to feel "alright" so you go with it and that's that. Honestly I don't mind it. I don't mind not having time to sit at home and think about how I really feel lately. I'm sure I will get to a point when I want to have that time again - but right now I'm ok with not feeling much of anything.
My parents are downstairs in the living room talking business - a big whispering conversation. I'm sure it probably has something to do with my paycheck. You know you hear about people that love their job so much that they'd do it for free. Yeah... that's me. I would. And that's an awesome feeling and yet the worst feeling possible ALL at the same time because its a great way to get yourself screwed over. Especially if you make it known. People walk all over you... even family. Who woulda thought? I'm thinking I might need some kind of weekend extra job. Anyone have any bright ideas? I need to make some serious cash to put towards the goal here... and right now, I get paid well but it goes to bills. Its just not doing it. And mixing family and business - as much as I love my job, is hard to maintain. I want to rip my hair out. 'Nough said.
Considering waking up here in a few minutes. School starts next week. It might be my opportunity to apply for an internship at UofM. Going to consider it.
Hope everyone is hangin' in there. Whoever said summer was easy was a drunk and a liar. Love you guys,