i dont understand.
lets see.. you tell me how awesome i am when you meet me, you take it slow, then you start telling me how much youre starting to like me and all these promising things, and then just straight up.. stop talking to me.. except for a few "yep's."
so you win me over like you said you hoped too, and just fall off the face of the earth. okay.. i stopped talking to you. ive been bummed but just as i start getting over it.. you want back into my life. you tell me these what i feel like half truth, half bullshit excuses why you did what you did and want everything to be okay. its not so much how much i liked you, just.. how much you disappointed me i guess. and now im thinking should i just play games with you back, try not to get really involved this time, or just ignore you and see if you truly try. i feel like the third option is the better solution lol who knows.. im thinking so many things. but i feel my gut is telling me just not to deal with bullshit. where does it get you in a relationship? no where but hurt.. why do i seem to hear all of the same things all of the time? is it me or is it them? why does it feel no one is... real to me out there.
you really confuse me.
fuck $#!T ugh
so you win me over like you said you hoped too, and just fall off the face of the earth. okay.. i stopped talking to you. ive been bummed but just as i start getting over it.. you want back into my life. you tell me these what i feel like half truth, half bullshit excuses why you did what you did and want everything to be okay. its not so much how much i liked you, just.. how much you disappointed me i guess. and now im thinking should i just play games with you back, try not to get really involved this time, or just ignore you and see if you truly try. i feel like the third option is the better solution lol who knows.. im thinking so many things. but i feel my gut is telling me just not to deal with bullshit. where does it get you in a relationship? no where but hurt.. why do i seem to hear all of the same things all of the time? is it me or is it them? why does it feel no one is... real to me out there.
you really confuse me.
fuck $#!T ugh