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[try_tobe_good]

So there are other people who died and came here. Atem, at least. And I think he as much as said he got a new body out of it too.

If there was a way to go back home...should I? Would it cause too many problems? I mean, I'm dead. I'd have to forge myself a whole new identity, or buy one. I probably couldn't have my parents anymore, not legally. I'd be a whole new person. This body is completely different. Which is good. Detailed. But different.

I want to see my parents again. I want to talk to Sam. I'd like to talk to Renie and everyone again too. But would going back cause too many problems for them? If I got back late enough...I'd be putting them through a lot again.

Or is thinking something like that even more selfish than wanting to see them again? I could just be running away. Don't know what from...

...I was ready to die, I think. What's the point of coming here?

There might not even be a way to go back.
Maybe I shouldn't think about this so much.