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Bad weekend.
My dad is a complete asshole. At least he admits to it though.
I am so scared for my grandma. She had a stroke yesterday. You forget what it's like to love your family members until you hear about things like this....and there you are, crying in the middle of the mall on your break. I want to think she will be fine. Sometimes they get better. I talked to her tonight. It scared me even more. After people have a stroke, they have trouble speaking, and they make very little sense when they do.
We take our youth for granted all the time. I am so used to being young and having a healthy family. And I seem to forget sometimes that we are all getting older. I am 20 years old. I am not a kid anymore. I don't want all the fun to end. I hate seeing this kind of stuff.
It's times like this when I wish I believed in prayer.
My dad is a complete asshole. At least he admits to it though.
I am so scared for my grandma. She had a stroke yesterday. You forget what it's like to love your family members until you hear about things like this....and there you are, crying in the middle of the mall on your break. I want to think she will be fine. Sometimes they get better. I talked to her tonight. It scared me even more. After people have a stroke, they have trouble speaking, and they make very little sense when they do.
We take our youth for granted all the time. I am so used to being young and having a healthy family. And I seem to forget sometimes that we are all getting older. I am 20 years old. I am not a kid anymore. I don't want all the fun to end. I hate seeing this kind of stuff.
It's times like this when I wish I believed in prayer.