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Sometimes, I long to have someone to love and love me. I envy almost every couple around me. I told myself how I wish to fall in love. But subconsciously I am scare of falling in love. Love hurts.
I am suspicious of people's motives, I am worthy or they are worthy? But Love to me is all bitter and never sweet.
I have told one of my friend not to put in 100% in one shot, you should treat it like investment. Slowly increase your bet. Put in 100%, you will hurt 100%.
The best feeling is the feeling that you belong to someone, something or somewhere. I dont have that feeling at all. I am just wandering ghost.
Hopefully my seventh month will come soon.
I am suspicious of people's motives, I am worthy or they are worthy? But Love to me is all bitter and never sweet.
I have told one of my friend not to put in 100% in one shot, you should treat it like investment. Slowly increase your bet. Put in 100%, you will hurt 100%.
The best feeling is the feeling that you belong to someone, something or somewhere. I dont have that feeling at all. I am just wandering ghost.
Hopefully my seventh month will come soon.