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No one is ever going to love me or call me because they just want to hear my voice
and that's okay, I should just accept it.
What the fucking hell.
this year I always seem to end up alone thinking I know what I want then crying anyway because it all falls apart.
is it over yet? why am I getting up in the morning? why do I try? I am stuck being one person. no matter what I do, I cannot be who I want to be. have what I want to have, for that.
fuck all my efforts. Im gonna go be alone.
and that's okay, I should just accept it.
What the fucking hell.
this year I always seem to end up alone thinking I know what I want then crying anyway because it all falls apart.
is it over yet? why am I getting up in the morning? why do I try? I am stuck being one person. no matter what I do, I cannot be who I want to be. have what I want to have, for that.
fuck all my efforts. Im gonna go be alone.