you don't know, you don't care. You never have and you NEVER WILL!
Ok, so last night was fun. I got a surprise birthday party thrown for me compliments of Kelly. She got all of my band there and some other friends without me knowing. Then some friends I invited decided it'd be funny if I got naked and put a hot dog between my buttcheeks and set off a firework. So I did. Hillarity at it's finest I tell you what. Then Cara, and Dsquared, and myself went to the brew pub and had some good laughs and what not.
Then TODAY! Hm...what to say about today....well, first off, it's my birthday, a day I should be happy right? HAHAHA! Yeah, whatever. I hate birthdays. Especially this one. I'm 19 years old, and what do I have to show for it? NOTHING! I have no diploma, I haven't had a steady girlfriend for longer than like, 4 months, I still live with my parents, and I barely have a damn job. So why should today be any different than any other day? I'm a year older? Oh boy. I'm also a year closer to a lonely death most likely. But whatever, that's not the point. the point is, today blew total anus, and I the one person I wanted to see, I did not get to see for reasons totally beyond my understanding. But then again, there's rarely anything I ever understand about a lot in life. I think. I don't know. I'm not sure I care too much either. All I wanted for my birthday was happines...
"my empathy has turned to rage, my pity has turned to hatred!"
Then TODAY! Hm...what to say about today....well, first off, it's my birthday, a day I should be happy right? HAHAHA! Yeah, whatever. I hate birthdays. Especially this one. I'm 19 years old, and what do I have to show for it? NOTHING! I have no diploma, I haven't had a steady girlfriend for longer than like, 4 months, I still live with my parents, and I barely have a damn job. So why should today be any different than any other day? I'm a year older? Oh boy. I'm also a year closer to a lonely death most likely. But whatever, that's not the point. the point is, today blew total anus, and I the one person I wanted to see, I did not get to see for reasons totally beyond my understanding. But then again, there's rarely anything I ever understand about a lot in life. I think. I don't know. I'm not sure I care too much either. All I wanted for my birthday was happines...
"my empathy has turned to rage, my pity has turned to hatred!"