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If I had gotten into the car, I would be dead. My parents would be getting ready to bury me tomorrow.
She is scarred for the rest of her life. In so many more ways than she knows now. I am so worn out from all of this, and it's only going to continue on. As much as I want to cover my head and pretend nothings going on, I won't. I will be at the hospital EVERY day she is there, like I have been. She needs to know how much I love her, and Hopefully now, she will realize a few things not only about herself, but about the people around her.
I realized that almost all the people I know, don't know what reality is,,, I do, I've seen reality laying in a hospital bed for 2 days.
Time for a change. Bye.