Jun 02, 2005 00:49
i want to miss my train back home.
is that bad?
to want change?
to dream of leaving the home you've always known?
is is bad to want to grow up?
is there something wrong with not drinking or smoking?
what's wrong with not missing home?
but missing the people, that care for me there?
can't all the people i care for be in one place?
is that too hard?
yes.
it's that hard.
i want change. i want responsibillity. i want to make it out on my own, well not my own.(with some help)
roomates?
i want to fast forward life about 2 years.
i want to get married.
i want to know where i want to live.
i want it to be close to becca.
i don't want to live up the so called party college life.
what's that anyways.
i'm the kid everyone avoids telling the parties too. well i wouldn't go anyways.
i'd rather go to wallmart at 3am.
or watch fox and the hound. or maybe plant some plants.
anything if it's with you.
you means, not one but all.
the all knows who they are.
Sista T