im sorry for asking stuff like that, when i said all of that i was all screwd up in the head. i dont know of all the means things i have done to her, and i dunno if i did at all....to tell the truth the worst thing i might of done was when i didnt wanna go with her some places. i dunno how my family made her come crying to you, except for maybe cody saying shit to make her mad. she dont tell me when my family has done to her, she just says she has. and yes i did somke pot, once, i did it because of all that has been going on, ya i am against it, i dont even think ima do it again, i just wanted 2 forget everything and it did and made me feel good. everybody tries it atleast once, it was only me and one friend he wanted to help me out by showing me a good time i guess. i dunno what i did so wrong to make her come crying to you, she dont tell me any of this, all i did was try and be nice, be the best b/f i could. well i do re-call when i told her all these things she has done wrong, and i think that made her mad, but she dont let me know any of this in the past. ya i know we are 2 years apart, but the only thing that made it different is that she has a vechicle and is living with ppl that dont give a shit about her, which sux not having ppl at home that dont care where ur at, when they do her dad is an asshole to her, i wanna just kill him everytime he made her cry. my opinion i didnt do anything to make her stop loving me or wanted to drop me, she made the decision. i just hate being lied to, she said she wanted time apart from everybody, now she is wanting to be with craig again she put that lips thing in there prolly to piss me off, i dunno, its just excuses really, all the bullshit gossip at highschool is pissing me off, all i have is ppl telling me all this shit about her, i dont belive any of that shit, i never did, i dont want to at all. she is hanging with the wrong ppl teresa, she needs to stick with you more, you are the best influence she has right now along with her other friends here. what i dont understand is that she has had her other b/f's cheat on her, and she does it back to me. but thx a lot for trying to help, i really appreciate it, i really do. it sounds like we are in good terms? its like she dont even know me, i ask her to talk and she dont want to, i guess its ok. i just wanna talk to her and tell her all this shit i been hearing and let her know, so that she dont get into any fights here with ppl. and no it dont make me feel better, what will if i could talk to her and just figure out an agreement or something anything.. thx a lot again, ill love her, and love u as a great friend, and make sure you keep her in a straight line, i dont want her making any other mistakes...bye :)
Re: Hey Teresa
anonymous
May 14 2005, 23:35:35 UTC
no, i dont write things 2 make people jealous. i dont hang out with the wrong people.. and if i do it isnt ur business anymore... u dont even know who i hang out with...so try again! u did smoke more than once..liar. i dont care anymore what people think they know! i dont want 2 talk. and id appreciate if u didnt ask my friends things. teresa is my good friend... none of my friends r bad.. and if they r.. im not gonna stop being their friend.. so quit making comments about my bad friends
Meaning in Tragedy
anonymous
May 15 2005, 00:25:30 UTC
im not a lier, im just trying to look out for the best of you. your takin it 2 seriously. i didnt smoke more than once, who ever told you that is a lier. ya i dont know who are are hangin out with, im just trying to look out for the best of you, im not askin your friends questions....only did once like last week, and why does it matter if i smoked once, you have plenty of times more and you have to room to talk....i dont want ppl to bring you down. damn i did one wrong thing by makin that slut comment, and i could of been a lot worse but im not like that. but when ever you have time. i had fun on friday, im so sunburnt, ill have fun on sunday also, and no i dont look forward to smoking again..i just did it to get rid of all this shit in my head for atleast one night, its like when ppl lose somebody and get drunk, well i did like that but just smoked ONCE DAMN!! its like i cant stop hearing about it ohhh jesus christ!!! well if you dont wanna talk then i guess you dont wanna talk, so i hope you have a great graduation and fun with your family this summer, good luck with everything. ill wait for you, but not forever..bye, im doing a lot better now, i know you have been for awhlie now, so goodbye.
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