Self Esteem...
what's that!?
something i don't have. especially when it comes to meeting new people or meeting new people of a friends. i hate to even admit this. i never intended to be this way. i just feel insecure. and intimidated by other people arround my age and older. everyone else is always cooler, funnier, smarter, definitely prettier. Garett says he wishes i could stand where he does to see me ... and how great i supposedly am. why can't i? i want to change all this. i wanna be able to make cool new friends. (not that i'm trying to get rid of the old ones or anything) i don't want to be so shy that i look stuck up. i look away, because i'm ashamed.. i don't even know of what. i hate the feeling i get. it's like i'm so repulsing that i try to hide it the best and get out as fast as possible and hope that no one saw that grotesque thing. (me) i never what to feel like that again. maybe you guys can help me learn not to feel this way. but i can't even begin to think of how to change this. i want to. i want to be able to meet people and present myself as me... not some scared, stuck up looking, person. help me out if you can.
Thanks Guys.
~Teresa, Sista T, Sweetie, Sniggy
something i don't have. especially when it comes to meeting new people or meeting new people of a friends. i hate to even admit this. i never intended to be this way. i just feel insecure. and intimidated by other people arround my age and older. everyone else is always cooler, funnier, smarter, definitely prettier. Garett says he wishes i could stand where he does to see me ... and how great i supposedly am. why can't i? i want to change all this. i wanna be able to make cool new friends. (not that i'm trying to get rid of the old ones or anything) i don't want to be so shy that i look stuck up. i look away, because i'm ashamed.. i don't even know of what. i hate the feeling i get. it's like i'm so repulsing that i try to hide it the best and get out as fast as possible and hope that no one saw that grotesque thing. (me) i never what to feel like that again. maybe you guys can help me learn not to feel this way. but i can't even begin to think of how to change this. i want to. i want to be able to meet people and present myself as me... not some scared, stuck up looking, person. help me out if you can.
Thanks Guys.
~Teresa, Sista T, Sweetie, Sniggy