SOMEBODY CATCH ME BEFORE I HIT THE FLOOR...AGAIN
Crap, I failed. Crap, I failed again. Satan is a tricky guy, I think he's about the stealthiest person I've ever seen. Just when I make a promise to God, he comes up and pushes me over. There was an argument today, that shouldn't have happened. Man, it was so stupid. If I can learn to take a dive every time, I will win. I'll be able to come up on top.
It's just that it's so stressful, drowning in hwk, doing activities, worrying about college apps, SATs, and trying to hear God's voice. I don't know why I always think I can do it all by myself. Crap.
Maybe I don't need to worry all that much, though. Maybe, just maybe, everything will fall in place, with or without my anxiety.
God is Luv. To love is to show yourself as a child of Love.
It's just that it's so stressful, drowning in hwk, doing activities, worrying about college apps, SATs, and trying to hear God's voice. I don't know why I always think I can do it all by myself. Crap.
Maybe I don't need to worry all that much, though. Maybe, just maybe, everything will fall in place, with or without my anxiety.
God is Luv. To love is to show yourself as a child of Love.