A little better...
So I'm flying home on Friday, HOME home, not mom's place. I'm really glad actually. It still feels wrong, the whole...skipping a week of classes thing, but I need to see Dad and Tanya. I misss them and this summer was way too short of a visit anyway and I didn't make that much money at CVS, they couldn't transfer me either because they didn't need any work at the one here. I still feel sick to my stomach and I've gone through two boxes of tissues so I'm sure I look horrible. I don't know exactly what I'm going to do but Dad and Tanya always help me straighten things out in my head and I need that so much right now. I'm glad I already have my suitcase/duffel bags here because I could never...ever explain this to mom. she'd freak out big time at me if she knew what I was doing next week. I feel sick, but better, a little relieved. I want to go home so badly I almost wish it was friday today, but I'm doing all my hw now so that I have less to worry about this weekend ...and week. So many exams the week after next but I always teach myself anyway and maybe Tanya can help me review my notecards and stuff. I get to see Lexi and Sammy too, I miss them.
I miss everything.
It was steak night tonight so I had steak and shrimp and delicious corn on the cob and lemonade for dinner. It costs more but it was good and I needed it. Tomorrow I'm going to wander around campus with Sean so I can take pretty pictures. that always cheers me up some. And now hw is calling... must finish it.