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What is yoru greatest fear? Not like physically. Please don't say something like spiders. I'm talking emotionally here. What makes you wake up crying when you have a dream about it? Losing a loved one? Losing yourself? What is it? My greatest fear is after I graduate high school, will I see any of my friends ever again? Kinda stupid huh?
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I have now accepted the fact that every person is different and has different tastes, and that not everybody is gonna like me, but my fear of rejection haunts me still, and it's the reason why I'm not a "people's person"...i don't approach people easily, especially when they are new to me, and i don't open my heart easily, it takes some time, but once i do...i give myself completely. Even if that's sometimes good or bad.
I have other fears like dying unloved, or dying without accomplishing something during my life, and the fear of what i will become when i lose someone i love.
And my latest fear is how I'm going to start a new life in college once i finish my high school. Since this coming year is my last in high school, and because i have been in the "same skool/with the same friends/and a family-like environement" for almost a decade (yeah i know it's a long-long time!) now i'm scared of how I'm going to start college, where I don't know n-e one, when i have to start socializing more, have a steady job, find out my interests and wut career i wanna pursue...ukh just thinking about it is making me uncomfortable....
I guess I'm gonna have to adapt....
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