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[truthislacking]

erase everything positive i've said.
i'm pissed and really disappointed.
but I can't let it show,
I'm so let down but I can't let it show.

be a big girl Lauren,
you're not made of glass,
you won't shatter and break.
not yet.

i'm finished with waiting.
i'm done with wasting.
i really though i had something.

i'm so fucking dumb.