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Oct 03, 2011 01:20

[Voice - Locked from Al, Winry, Gracia, and Elicia]

This might seem like a weird question, but I need to ask.

A lot of people - kids, even - act like they're fine with death and killing. The draft taught me that much. And around here dying doesn't even seem to matter because you just come back anyway. Is that what makes it- [Not okay, he can't ( Read more... )

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[Voice] semper_cogitans October 3 2011, 11:44:30 UTC
[Robert's voice shakes as he answers this question. It hurts that he's accepted the burden to harm at all, never mind kill.]

...

... My... h-home planet, Terra... is... entirely non-violent. Before... b-before I came here, I... I could not conceive of even... h-harming a being. For... for a-any reason.

... Much... m-much less killing.

[He swallows audibly, trying to quell the mix of feelings in his chest.] And... and then... someone here was... injured greviously to... protect me. [Died to protect him.] ... I cannot allow that, not without... trying. Not without doing s-something...

... But I do not know if... if I could ever kill anyone.

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[Voice] truthget October 4 2011, 00:23:25 UTC
[Pacifist, huh. He'd never have expected an entire planet/i> of people like that. This merits investigation.]

How'd your whole planet manage to keep things non-violent? I didn't think that was even possible.

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[Voice] semper_cogitans October 5 2011, 11:07:02 UTC
[There is a long and uncomfortable history behind that, one that Robert is largely ignorant of. As it is, he's now awkwardly aware of just how deficient his knowledge is in this regard.]

... When I was born, i-it... had been the state for... approximately t-two hundred years.

...

I... s-suppose the anti-violence predilections of Terrans are part of it... a step away from the [- he catches himself almost wanting to say "barbarism" -] b-behaviour of pre-Terrans. But there are... other differences, too... differences I w-would have difficulty easily quantifying.

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[Voice] truthget October 6 2011, 04:13:40 UTC
[By his manner of speech, he sounds like a type of scholar. Makes sense, from that sort of world.]

Are your people regular humans?

[Which would normally be a weird question to ask, but in Luceti, there seems to be all sorts...]

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[Voice] semper_cogitans October 7 2011, 07:41:17 UTC
U-Unmodified Homo sapiens sapiens, correct... [Though perhaps the subspecies isn't quite the same. But Robert isn't sure what Ed means by "regular humans" in this case.]

...

That, er, rather seems to be... the n-norm, for Luceti. [Though they're mostly so pale.]

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[Voice] truthget October 7 2011, 08:04:46 UTC
Yeah, it seems that way.

[So, a peaceful, non-violent existence between humans is possible? For a kid from a country known for its love of starting wars and conflict, the very idea of it is...]

It's hard to imagine. A world like that, I mean.

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[Voice] semper_cogitans October 8 2011, 01:36:14 UTC
[... It's superficially possible. If the society is terrifyingly obsessive. And even then there is underground violence.

... Don't tell Robert about that part.]

I... th-thought violence of the sort in Luceti was... impossible, myself.

... It made b-being here very... jarring, at first. [It still does. When all of your friends would be criminals - hell, when you would be - it's a little shocking to think about.]

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[Voice] truthget October 8 2011, 08:18:34 UTC
Yeah, I can imagine. I think it's normal for most people, unless they've all just gotten used to it.

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[Voice] semper_cogitans October 9 2011, 10:45:31 UTC
[Sadly:] It seems that... m-many people here are used to violence being... commonplace. And almost e-everyone here... is a fighter.

[Killing, not necessarily - after all, here's evidence someone doesn't - but fighting.]

It seems that... c-conflict is the norm...

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[Voice] truthget October 9 2011, 20:26:13 UTC
For most humans, wars happen. The country I'm from has had conflicts with its own people, civil war, and wars with the countries surrounding it for the entire time it's existed.

[Although that was the homunculus' fault.]

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[Voice] semper_cogitans October 10 2011, 13:07:33 UTC
The entire time...? [The horror in Robert's voice is palpable.] There is... n-no respite whatsoever from it...?

[He can hardly imagine how that feels. Having to fight all the time...? Who could stand it?]

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[Voice] truthget October 10 2011, 17:15:48 UTC
Not really. It's a militarized country, and the battles moved from place to place for the last several hundreds of years, but I don't think Amestris has ever really been at peace.

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[Voice] semper_cogitans October 13 2011, 13:17:36 UTC
What a... disgusting s-state of affairs...

[Quietly:] I suppose Luceti would be... an i-improvement from that then.

... Is that why... y-you have asked such a question?

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[Voice] truthget October 14 2011, 08:06:02 UTC
I wouldn't call it an improvement, but I can't deny that it's different, either.

[As to why... hmm.]

I'm a scientist. The only way to learn about things I don't understand is to research the subject. That's why I'm asking questions like this.

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[Voice] semper_cogitans October 14 2011, 20:01:37 UTC
[Those are essentially the magic words for Robert.]

... You are... also a scientist? [He can't camouflage the slight eagerness in his voice, at knowing that there may be other people here who can empathize with him. So far they seem to at least empathize on not wanting to kill...] It is... a-always a pleasure to meet a fellow intellectual...

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[Voice] truthget October 15 2011, 05:25:57 UTC
Yeah, an alchemist. Assuming you know what that is.

[If he says anything like "it's magic" he's on a short path to a sore face 8|]

What's your field?

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