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[truthful_liars]

i cant tell if i am pessimisic
or an idealist

i never allow myself to get excited about something until i know it is a definate
this is just a self defense reaction that i can not help
i apoligize for the excessive negative vibs i guve off but that is jsut who i am

the future is something i have never really planned out ahead of time
i ususally just let it happen
and this had been proven to be a bad hting
but i still do it

i never ever thought i would go to collge when i was younger
and now that the time is here and i am planning on it
i dont like it

its too late to think such complications
love til later