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i tried to miss you today and couldn't be bothered with it. i tried thinking back on all that i said to you and still couldn't find the malicious content of it and thus no guilt. then i tried to make myself get nostalgic like you do and then be really depressed over it, but it just couldn't work this time.
people grow apart. shit happens. it was good then but maybe we're just not compatible any longer. i haven't changed save for the fact that i'm not depressed anymore. oh well. and it wasn't very nice to use james as a weapon against me. not that it worked, but i'd never use mathew to try and make you feel like shit. that's just low.
jesus christ it sounds like we were dating or something. maybe that should tip you off to how crazy you are. hurr hurr i just broke up with my cousin guys, is that weird?
i'm not going to be run down by everyone's negativity anymore. who needs that anyway? i'm not living my life for someone else, rather finally for MYSELF. it feels a bit better than how i used to run things. i need to learn to take my dad's advice. he is always right.
ohhhhh life, you never cease to amuse me~*~*~
people grow apart. shit happens. it was good then but maybe we're just not compatible any longer. i haven't changed save for the fact that i'm not depressed anymore. oh well. and it wasn't very nice to use james as a weapon against me. not that it worked, but i'd never use mathew to try and make you feel like shit. that's just low.
jesus christ it sounds like we were dating or something. maybe that should tip you off to how crazy you are. hurr hurr i just broke up with my cousin guys, is that weird?
i'm not going to be run down by everyone's negativity anymore. who needs that anyway? i'm not living my life for someone else, rather finally for MYSELF. it feels a bit better than how i used to run things. i need to learn to take my dad's advice. he is always right.
ohhhhh life, you never cease to amuse me~*~*~