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The Reason
Early morning
Eerie sky
Doesn’t seem right
On my way
Thoughts pace back and forth
I walk in and wait
It happens fast
In a split second
Everything changes.
Leaving
Face red and swollen
I float through tunnel vision
I ask myself
How long will I partake
In this self destruction.
Did I wish this upon myself?
Every time I thought about death
There’s a rope, it’s pulling me
Closer to the end.
I pull out the knife
I start sawing at that rope.
It doesn’t want to cut me loose
I will slice through
And get away.
It takes time
But I will break loose
And find a new way
I see the other side
My eyes open wider
Will I get there?
Tingles take over my body
I look around
Am I here?
Is this the other side?
How did I escape?
Something cut me loose.
I didn’t escape
It brought me here
For a reason.
Early morning
Eerie sky
Doesn’t seem right
On my way
Thoughts pace back and forth
I walk in and wait
It happens fast
In a split second
Everything changes.
Leaving
Face red and swollen
I float through tunnel vision
I ask myself
How long will I partake
In this self destruction.
Did I wish this upon myself?
Every time I thought about death
There’s a rope, it’s pulling me
Closer to the end.
I pull out the knife
I start sawing at that rope.
It doesn’t want to cut me loose
I will slice through
And get away.
It takes time
But I will break loose
And find a new way
I see the other side
My eyes open wider
Will I get there?
Tingles take over my body
I look around
Am I here?
Is this the other side?
How did I escape?
Something cut me loose.
I didn’t escape
It brought me here
For a reason.