Jun 15, 2008 13:30
So last night I was wicked depressed. I was alone in my house because my parents left for the weekend. I just sobbed for a good hour. I lit the candle my ex girlfriend gave me and just sobbed. I kept calling her to talk. I have no one to talk to. I just needed her to give me advice. I sobbed on the phone and told her how my life sucks right now. She kept telling me it would be okay, and thats all she could say. She said nothing else. That just made me sadder. I feel so miserable lately. I keep thinking that i'll just hide in my room for the rest of the summer. Im sick of my asshole friends and the asshole kid that claims he likes me. I can't trust any of them. I thought I could at one point, but I cant. Everyday I realize it more and more. I just don't know what to do anymore.