to all my friends....a confession
To my friends,
I hope you'll actually read this.... and that you all still consider me a friend.
I admit that I haven't been around as much as I should've been. That I have in fact been rather neglectfull of our friendship.I only hope it isn't to late to redeem myself.
See, things wheren't going very well for me and instead of reaching out to you guys, I just turned myself into a "shut-in" and became rather depressed and bitter. But for that I only have myself to blame.
I've spent the last few hours reading all you guys entries for the last 2 months best I could, but I dont really have the time to comment for it all (plus that just be insane). I'd like to update you all on whats been going on, well at least a jist.
1- I'm doing well in school, actually very well seeing how its math (hil, youd be proud) I've been working hard, studying and handing in all my assignments. Thats right I'm actually doing homework.
2- I still work full time... on the night shift. Its not easy and rather lonely but its gotta be done.
3- I'm finally getting my surgery! On the 20th of December. After that I get 6 weeks off of work cause I wont be able to use my right hand for that time. It means I'll have loads of time to spend with all of you and that I'll have to learn to write with my left hand =0(
4- I should also be getting my hearing aids before xmas (if my mom gets off her butt and actually goes with me so she can foot the bill like she said she would)
5- My step-dad is adopting me (even if him and mom aren't together anymore). I think it'll be nice to officially have a father for the first time in my life.
So thats pretty much all of it. I want you all to know, that even though I'm not around alot I think about you guys all the time... I miss you guys alot.*sniff*
and I also have a mad cold... and its late and I have some test corrections to do before going to bed...
I hope you'll actually read this.... and that you all still consider me a friend.
I admit that I haven't been around as much as I should've been. That I have in fact been rather neglectfull of our friendship.I only hope it isn't to late to redeem myself.
See, things wheren't going very well for me and instead of reaching out to you guys, I just turned myself into a "shut-in" and became rather depressed and bitter. But for that I only have myself to blame.
I've spent the last few hours reading all you guys entries for the last 2 months best I could, but I dont really have the time to comment for it all (plus that just be insane). I'd like to update you all on whats been going on, well at least a jist.
1- I'm doing well in school, actually very well seeing how its math (hil, youd be proud) I've been working hard, studying and handing in all my assignments. Thats right I'm actually doing homework.
2- I still work full time... on the night shift. Its not easy and rather lonely but its gotta be done.
3- I'm finally getting my surgery! On the 20th of December. After that I get 6 weeks off of work cause I wont be able to use my right hand for that time. It means I'll have loads of time to spend with all of you and that I'll have to learn to write with my left hand =0(
4- I should also be getting my hearing aids before xmas (if my mom gets off her butt and actually goes with me so she can foot the bill like she said she would)
5- My step-dad is adopting me (even if him and mom aren't together anymore). I think it'll be nice to officially have a father for the first time in my life.
So thats pretty much all of it. I want you all to know, that even though I'm not around alot I think about you guys all the time... I miss you guys alot.*sniff*
and I also have a mad cold... and its late and I have some test corrections to do before going to bed...