May 10, 2005 16:01
i'm mad because i still haven't got a date to prom.
only one had a reasonable excuse -s he has SATs the next stupid day. the other two i still suspect (one got nervous, the other just kinda...well she's ... >.<)
also i just realized i've been after the same girl for the last 12 years
rather, i've been in love with the same idea of a girl.
the girl i've been in love with is unattainable - which makes her attractive in her own way - yet needs someone to watch over her. she is studious, noble, composed, funny, quiet, understanding (there have been exceptions to this rule but these are the basic qualities which interested me). she is basically an ice queen. However, each tiem the ice queen accepts once ona minor terma nd then rejects on a more major scale. which is interesting. what more does fire desire than to melt ice?(as in what is a youth - impetuous fire, what is a maid - ice and desire (shakespeare)
time to break the cycle.
in conclusion,
pfffffff.
w/e man.