Feb 01, 2005 12:34
1 down, 3 to go. Math sucked miserably. Me and Andy met mags and sull and dunkies and that was the extent of the day so far. I wanna write one of those "100 things you dont know about me". Im hoping that maybe i could figure stuff out about myself. Hmm, im at a loss for words or ideas. Studying sucks, i cant do it. I think i have ADD, which im being tested for today. Im kinda hoping i have it so i can take medication for it and maybe thatll help me out with school and maybe with anything else. As much as i hate school i wish i could do better than i already do so everyone would get off my balls and i could feel proud of myself. Also it would open up more chances of colleges. But i wanna go to a music college so why the fuck would i need good grades in half the courses i take now that dont involve music? Maybe im completely wrong. I need to talk to Ms.Croce. She is the best teacher in the whole school. Shell be able to tell me about good music colleges, hopefully ones where the weather is always warm, and shell know what requirements ill need. The funny thing is at the beginning of the year i didnt wanna go to college. I wanted the band to get big and go on tour and shit. I still want to but i guess i should go to college in the meantime. Who knows though, maybe we could get big before then. If we did id say "fuck it" and screw college. All in all, music is my life. Simple as that. Now i gotta study sometime soon for American History which is really fucking boring. World history rocks, especially Samurais. Peace out